Hi. My name is Jennifer and I am a serious sugar addict. Seriously. I was doing so stinking well and now I am back to square one. I crave it for no apparent reason other than I am addicted. I feel tired all of the time. I am not eating well. It is the damn sugars fault. I ate almost an entire box of Runts today. They are purely little beads of sugar with a waxy coating. Not only can the sugar not be good for me, but seriously...is the waxy covering very good? Doubtful. Tomorrow is a new day and I am going to break the addiction. I am admitting right now that I have a problem. That's the first step, right? It really does make me feel miserable. I don't even want to go running or to the gym or do anything except eat more sugar. Pig.
This weekend was pretty unremarkable. Saturday was spent working and then to a naughty party in Rochester. I bought nothing and got home very late. Sunday was a day in Ithaca, which was nice. The weather was just beautiful and Mags and I hit the park once I got home. She slept well. I slept well. All was good.
I think I forgot to mention the other day that I went for a massage. I needed it. I did not do a traditional Swedish massage, but something called a cranio-sacral massage instead. It is manipulation of the skull bones and spine. The touch is very light and it feels like nothing is really happening. Since I have had it done I am sleeping like a rock, which is something that I've not done in a really long time. My lower back pain is gone, too. She claims that it helps with PMS. If there is any good person to test that theory, I am thinking that would be me.
This week is semi-busy. I am meeting with administrators about our grants and the program for next year. Tomorrow is a big meeting - a school that does not want to comply with the grant regulations that we may need to pull funding from. It is not going to be a fun conversation, but life is full of choices and they may have made theirs. The crappy thing is that the kids lose out. Adults suck.
Wednesday night I am going to see Dirty Dancing in the theater in Syracuse. I didn't see it on the big screen the first time around, so this should be fun! Thursday night is orientation at the University of Rochester (which just got named as one of the top 25 new "Ivy" schools in the nation). I am hoping that I can maybe get in some more apartment shopping that night. I am still undecided as to whether I want to live in Rochester or not. I like the idea of being closer to school and Wellsville, but not so keen on the 45 minute drive daily. I am thinking that I will be ending up in Seneca Falls, which is a beautiful little historic town. I was hoping to give my notice to Kings and Queens this month, but it doesn't look like it is going to happen.
Okay, I am going to et my sugar addicted butt to the gym. I have to at least get some elliptical in. This is how it all starts. You skip one day...then two...then before you know it you haven't done anything in three months and it hurts all over again. For me it has been since Friday, so I absolutely am in the time frame that it could all go down hill from here. I don't want that to happen. I get to reward myself with "A Night at the Museum" (movie) tonight. That should be fun!
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